working everyday is different. a bit weird, but not all bad since i get paid to be there. :D

10 hours of starvation, 4 hours in the sun, and 1 sunburn later, i am a college graduate!!! it's so crazy. i'm not longer a student. it is the absolute weirdest feeling...the loss of the student identity. for the past 17 years of my life, i have been defined by the word "student." it was the answer to most questions, such as, "what do you do?" answer: "oh, i'm a college student." now...it's more like, "umm...yea...i'm not really sure what i'll be doing with my life." which generally causes the other person to say, "oh...ok...good for you!" with false enthusiasm. on the inside they're really thinking "oh poor you...no job...how sad." but eh...it just rolls right off :D i have the rest of the weekend before i start working semi-full-time at eyeworks

it's 6:22am. i just finished my big 8pg spanish paper. while i'm definitely tired...so tired i'd...nevermind. the point is, i'm tired, but i feel so accomplished because i just wrote an 8 page spanish paper comparing ballad poetry. i'm basking in the glow of my accomplishments before i fall off my pilates ball (which i used instead of my chair because my butt was going numb from sitting in that chair since 7pm).

new word: trollop
as in, "demi moore is a trollop," says wendy, "traversing with the likes of ashton kutcher." but we all know it's just a publicity stunt because he wants to be a-list and she's desperate for media attention.

new fun: play mash
it's only fun because it's just one more thing keeping me away from my paper.

too cute. check out this kid...

2 papers:
1 - 8pg paper in spanish about a ballad (poem - the original and the 23 modern versiones)
1 - 5pg paper in spanish about spanish enlightenment literature - a comparison between 3 works

1 test:
music 185 aka "clapping for credits"

the aacf senior send-off was last night. it's slowly starting to hit me that i won't be a college student anymore. and having to answer the inevitable "what are your plans after graduation?" is getting just plain sad...seeing as how i have no real concrete plans. college grad and no plans. lame.

two weeks and my life as a college student is over. i'm excited - because i am seriously tired of having to sit through class and study/do homework. i've been searching for jobs that might actually utilize my college degree, but alas, it is a futile search. not much for entry-level that i actually qualify for - so if any of you out there hear of anything, send it my way please!