i just found out that this blog page doesn't look the way it should on certain platforms. so apparently, i should do some fixin' but seeing as i have no idea how, i'll leave it as is for now - sorry wendy and your beautiful titanium g4.

i'm bothered. bothered by what, i do not know - or at least, i can't seem to pin it down. my friend che suggested it might be from a sense of feeling trapped. i haven't given that notion too much thought, but it sounds plausible. but maybe it's also the whole "graduating from college" thing and having everyone and their mom ask what i'll be doing after college. that question irks - only second to the boyfriend question. to my post-grad plans, i can only say that i don't know. logically, questions like that really shouldn't bother me, but maybe it's because it makes me feel like i have to answer to someone...and i just dislike answering to other people. bah. i know part of it is just the toll that 19 credits and 22 hours of work is taking on me. hooray for just 2 more weeks of this torturous quarter - though i'm having serious doubts of making it through...